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Move On For Now

by Fiveash

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1.
Don't Wait 03:23
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I'm getting good at being someone else when you're around It's like you never cared for me at all You wanted me to be someone, a diamond in the rough, but I don't know my own reflection anymore But I'll smile and make you think that I'm okay Hiding all my feelings like a fucking masquerade Don't say my name, you always had a way with words Show me why you make it hurt to be like you I can't breath under the weight you put on me You pull and tear me at the seams, I'll never be like you Tell me that you love me, you'll always be around You say it like it means something to you Cover up the imprint that he leaves when I'm not there Like you cover up the way you look at me I'm just a photo lying somewhere in your drawer You're just a faded painting on my bedroom wall All these thoughts they cloud my mind Stain my thoughts they're red as wine My marks across my skin, why did I let you in? I'm getting over you i swear Just don't ever let me forget Nothings changed, I'm still the same Nothings changed, I'm still the same Nothings changed, I'm still the same Nothings changed Don't say my name, you always had a way with words Show me why you make it hurt to be like you I can't breath under the weight you put on me You pull and tear me at the seams, I'll never be like you I'll never be like you
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Subside 02:59
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I woke up on the floor again, didn't sleep til 2 am Please forgive me when i drink I lose control what's happening to me? So i hide myself away, think on every move I've made And I wonder if I've done enough to break away and fade I tried so hard to be everything you want I hope in time you'd see that I'm something more than this And I know that I'm never gonna live up to the pressure that is placed on me I'm a lot better than this Promises are broken as you feel you've come undone A little voice is screaming out just go ahead and run Then she turned to me and said the fear it's all inside your head And the storm you feel inside it will pass it will subside I tried so hard to be everything you want I hope in time you'd see that I'm something more than this And I know that I'm never gonna live up to the pressure that is placed on me I'm a lot better than this Take all this weight off me I wish that I could be somebody else Show me what I can't see So I can start to believe it I tried so hard to be everything you want I hope in time you'd see that I'm something more than this And I know that I'm never gonna live up to the pressure that is placed on me I'm a lot better than this
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Ashes in the Grey 03:58
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I'm breathless as I skipped a beat The sullen silent air pouring in my lungs as everything disappears And I confess I didn't cry 'cause I know life isn't fair I wish it meant something if i bowed in prayer Where did the time go? I promised that we'd see the world I'll get there for us both someday Take me back when things were okay When growing up it seemed so far away Your memory will stay It's gonna get easier they say now that heaven called your name And even though I don't believe it helps me anyway And I stood above the ground as they spoke about your life 21 just isn't what we had in mind Where did the time go? I promised that we'd see the world I'll get there for us both someday Take me back when things were okay When growing up it seemed so far away like ashes in the grey As time goes on this pain will fade And even though you're never coming back your memory will stay Your memory will stay I'll find my way through dark and night I wish you were here, I wish you were here It doesn't seem right, It doesn't seem fair This pain is my cross to bear
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Picture Frames 03:34
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Remember when we would sneak out at night Lay in the park under the moonlight It always reminds me of better times but I know it's long ago I miss waking up to watch the stars fade And how we found magic in pen and page It's such a shame that we age that way Can we be young forever? I'll write you a letter to tell you I'm fine 'Cause you're still on my mind Tell me it's okay and maybe we'll grow up some day Always overthinking what we came to be On wasted potential and apathy We run from the past and maybe that's why I'm so fucking tired of getting by All that we had, it feels like a dream Can we be young forever? So I'll write you a letter to tell you I'm fine 'Cause you're still on my mind It feels like it was a waste of time to grow old and leave you behind Nothing ever stays the same I'll keep you inside this picture frame So tell me it's okay Maybe we'll grow up some day So I'll write you a letter to tell you I'm fine 'Cause you're still on my mind It feels like it was a waste of time to grow old and leave you behind Nothing ever stays the same I'll keep you inside this picture frame So tell me it's okay Maybe we'll grow up Yeah maybe we'll grow up some day Maybe we'll grow up some day
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Drive Home 03:09
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I've got a long drive ahead Loaded on caffeine my eyes so blood shot red Why does the world look so peaceful at night? When I'm all alone the road my only friend As I drive with no intention I begin to understand Where did it all go wrong I thought I figured it out Why am i fading now? Caught between time and the thoughts in my mind I never wanted to feel what it's like to give up The city lights start to fade like colours in the pouring rain I still feel the same, lost without a purpose or a dream When I close my eyes at night I still reflect Memories I trap inside my mind begins my slow descent Where did it all go wrong I thought I figured it out Why am i fading now? Caught between time and the thoughts in my mind I never wanted to feel what it's like to give up I'm driving home the long way 'cause I've got something on my mind If I crash my car tonight would you still wake up the same? Is everything we do in vain? Where did it all go wrong I thought I figured it out Why am i fading now? Caught between time and the thoughts in my mind I never wanted to feel what it's like to give up
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Move on for Now 04:05
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Someone tell me how to find myself I lost my way to something else Everything is darker now you're gone All our plans thrown away like the endless dreams of yesterday Now it's time to pick up and move on 'Cause I'm not what you wanted me to be I know I run away, It's how I cope I wish I could be strong enough for you I swear I'll grow someday But for now I'll pick up and move on I'm sorry I was never good enough for you You said I need to love myself before I could love you I'm not sad I swear I'm just a boy who lost his way back home 'Cause I don't know where I belong So go and find who you are I know the past will always leave its scar I'm holding on to nothing now your gone In the end I can see that you're so much better off without me I'm over holding on to all the pain I keep inside I'm sorry I was never good enough for you You said I need to love myself before I could love you I'm not sad I swear I'm just a boy who lost his way back home 'Cause I don't know where I belong Everything is changing, I'm not who i want to be I guess this is the part where I move on Everything is changing, I'm not who i want to be I guess this is the part where I move on I guess this is the part where I move on

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Recorded at Electric Sun Studios with our long time friend and producer Rich Mammoliti. Enjoy!

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released December 18, 2019

Josh Mackay- Vocals
Steve Francis- Guitar
Cody King- Bass
Josh Iliffe- Drums

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Fiveash Sydney, Australia

An emotional pop/punk/alternative band from Sydney that did what any group of best friends with loud instruments would do.

2017-2019

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